relationship

I’m still single. Single and the holiday is here. Oh boy! I don’t like being single though. I would like to get to know a good and decent guy but it’s so hard to get to know one. I’m on the lookout for one today. I’m trying to get more guys on my list and try to talk to them and we’ll see what happens. I’m having such bad luck with guys. I always do why is that. Years after years and the same old problems.

I’m hoping that Santa would send me someone really good this year.  I bet he will. I’m keeping my finger cross. Boys nowadays are so horrible. I’m looking for someone great. I have a horrible feelings about people not giving me things that I need. I’m looking for some good loving. I got to go out and get to know more people. Distance is the problems right now. I live in a state that no one wants to come here and live. Oh my gosh. I’m so terrible with it. I really love for someone to get to know me and maybe build a serious relationship with me. Anyways. My ex uses to be good but then they’re cheaters and they have a whole bunch of lovers on the side. I hate cheaters. Grr.

Today I’m sitting here at Thanksgiving and I’m thinking of all the bad relationship I have had in the past and oh boy is it bad. The things with men is that they cheat and they don’t care. I just don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I don’t even feel great about men. Why do they cheat? They just cheat so bad.

Men are weird people. They love you and then they cheat on you. You can never understand men. They are the weirdest thing in this world. I really give up you know. At some point I’m still trying but other time I have giving up. I really want to just be away from it all. I really want to live my life without all of this problems. I guess not that many people are happy either you know. Relationship is hard isn’t it. They just slip aways so easily. People are crazy once you move in with them. They start to harass you up and then they abuse you. People in this world are so complicated. It’s hard to meet someone nice you know. I almost give up several times but now I’m still trying.

I think that you have to think for yourself and help yourself. People are strange aren’t they. You would waste your time with them and end up with nothing. I have been there before so I have promised myself not to waste so much time and do things for myself.

Well, it’s passed turkey day and no signs of boyfriend. I have so much to say and so much to want but people are with someone else. I really regret not having the person that I love so much involved. Oh! well on to looking for someone new. Anyhow, I’ve been like this for awhile now. Still single and lonely. I just wish to meet someone nice and decent and have a really good life. I’m still looking even though I had a series of boyfriend. I’m still looking for someone to love and to care about.

I’ve moved too so that is even a bigger risk. I’ve spend a lot of time searching for the people that I’ve loved but so far nothing is left with me. I really love life at least. I have so much hobby to keep me busy. I’ve been doing a lot of things with myself lately. I’ve been working hard on my project and I’ve been doing a lot of fun stuff on my own. I really regret being able to live through all of this. I was going to school but then had to move. Well, I’m going to go back to school to have more work done. I really want more out of life. In the mean time I’m still searching for someone decent person to spend time with. I really love to be able to sing and do some acting. It’s definitely in my future.

Today is Thanksgiving and I’m sitting here with no date just some turkey. The guy that I like never called but it’s ok you know. I don’t think that I want to think about him anymore. I’m really tired by now. I just vow to myself to forget about guys for now. I have a headache and I can’t really do anything anymore.

I’m just going to enjoy my turkey. Life is so sad you know. You have to live with it. Relationship is difficult isn’t it. You can never meet anybody right for you. Men are weird you know and then the next best thing. I’m not against men but sometimes I can’t understand them anymore. I hope to move on with my life. All of this is making me sick. I got to go and enjoy my turkey now. My family made the turkey today and it was very good. I really want to just end it all the boy problems. I have moved very far away and I think that it’s ending soon. I’m sick and tire of all of this. Men why does it have to be so hard. I’m ready to give up you know. You can’t never find someone to live with. Where are the goods ones out there. Oh my gosh. I guess there were some good ones but then I don’t know things got worse after awhile. You can never find someone who cares about you except your dog.

It’s Thanksgiving and it means inviting crush over to your house for Thanksgiving dinner. But you know what if you also have a few other crush that you want to invite over. What do you do? You want to eat dinner with all of them. You love them all.

You want to have fun by inviting everyone over. Is it possible to do that? You can try to get some friends to come and see if they can also bring some more girls and that way you don’t have to deal with just one of your girl. That way you’ll get a chance to know everybody. Love is tough in this economy and one girl is not going to do it. You have to get to know a lot of people in order to find the one that you like. When you find the one that you like do stop dating everybody else and just be with that person though. Last Thanksgiving was so bad for me. I had so much problems in my family while my so called still talking to ex boyfriend have invited a whole bunch of other chics over to party without me.  It’s horrible how this is about. Thanksgiving is a horrible time.

It’s look like I’m going to spend the holiday with no date. My crush is so funny. He didn’t even want to call me after I gave him my number. I think that distance is the problem and a few other things too. We are from different culture for one. He and I already have some issues when we first met and that just fuel the fire.

It’s ok though. Relationship is so sensitive all it takes is one little thing and then you end up breaking up. Any way. I’m fine with that. I’ll just have to go and find myself a new date. Men are so strange. Anyways I also have trust issue with this guy. He’s kind of flirty. He sweet talks to all of the women. It’s kind of scary. Anyway, I don’t think that I’ll be thinking about him anymore.

Men are such a headache. I’m out to look for another person. Forget about this guy. It’s like they want you and then they don’t want you and then they want you and then they don’t want you. It’ s like they have some sort of mental disorder. For me I would just say get it over already you know.  I’m very tire just thinking about my luck with men. I’m about to give up you know. This one guy that I like keep trying to make me jealous. He flirts with all the girls in front of my face. Well, it’s not earning him a date but he made me call it quit. I’m out to date other men now. I’m trying to get to know other people. I like men that are serious and this guy is not that serious.

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I still have not heard from the boy that I have a crush on. I’m truly disappointed that this is going on. Why? I don’t know. Gees, love is never easy is it. Well, I was kind of shock to read of some people story how they sleep with several people in one day and they sleep with both sexes. I hope that they don’t catch any HIV in the wrong run because it’s a possibility if you sleep with so many people and I bet they don’t use protection at all. These people are obviously careless about their health.

You have to take care of yourself. You can get sick and lay in the hospital and then have your intestine ruin and then you have to carry a waste pouch at your stomach and your life will be over and no one would want to ever touch you because you can’t even go the restroom normally. I suggest that people repent and don’t sleep around like this.

It’s bad for your health and you ruin other people’s family too. Not only that but you’re putting on a bad image for the rest of the world. The world is falling in standard. Moral is going down. Just try to be good so that God can be happy. I think that it’s never ok to sleep around because having intercourse too much make you look very old and you’re losing your youth very quickly. Therefore preserve your youth.

Today is Saturday and still no sign of my crush calling me. He’s a mean ball for doing this to me. I’ve been waiting patiently and no sign of him. How horrible is this? I think I’m going to die. Please tell me that he will call me one of these day. Gees, I don’t know why I have so much problem with this guy. It’s like one minute you love him and then the next minute you’re jealous and you hate him.

You hated it when he looks at girls and then you hate it when he doesn’t look at you. There is so much pain with relationship and I have no ideas what to do. I’m so stuck. I’m so in love but at the same time I can’t do anything because I live so far away from him. Life sucks when you’re so busy working and you have no time for a relationship. Oh my gosh. Here goes again. No love and no date for the New Year. Busy working as a bee. I’m just thankful that at least I get to work on something. Why does good things have to not last. Who should I blame. It’s like relationship is like a catch 22. You’re in love but then you don’t want to be with them. What do I do now. What can I do to save my relationship.

Today I’m sitting at home working and I realized that I really miss my someone. I really like him but the problem is that he lives very far away from me like 15 states away from me. I really miss him. I’ve never like anybody this much before. I love everything about him and I really regret that things can’t workout. I want to make it work but I don’t think that neither of us could move.

He’s so far away and I’m so far away. What can we do. I really love him. I think he’s the cutest and the most intelligent boy I’ve seen on this Earth. I’ve dated all of my life but I’ve never met anyone so amazing like him before. I really love him. I just don’t know what to do now. The only person that I live is so far away. I was willing to make it work but he’s so far away and I just don’t know what to do. It hurt so much because I really love him. I think about him all the time but there is nothing that I or him can do. We are so far apart and we can’t move. I just wish that there is a solution to my problems. I guess every relationship is hard but this is my hardest hit. I never expect to like someone so far away but I do now.