Nov 22 2008
Love and love issues
Today is Saturday and still no sign of my crush calling me. He’s a mean ball for doing this to me. I’ve been waiting patiently and no sign of him. How horrible is this? I think I’m going to die. Please tell me that he will call me one of these day. Gees, I don’t know why I have so much problem with this guy. It’s like one minute you love him and then the next minute you’re jealous and you hate him.
You hated it when he looks at girls and then you hate it when he doesn’t look at you. There is so much pain with relationship and I have no ideas what to do. I’m so stuck. I’m so in love but at the same time I can’t do anything because I live so far away from him. Life sucks when you’re so busy working and you have no time for a relationship. Oh my gosh. Here goes again. No love and no date for the New Year. Busy working as a bee. I’m just thankful that at least I get to work on something. Why does good things have to not last. Who should I blame. It’s like relationship is like a catch 22. You’re in love but then you don’t want to be with them. What do I do now. What can I do to save my relationship.